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The Adventures of Gato Mighty

Thoughts, Stories and Feels

2 In Particular

It’s very easy for me to only be concerned with what I’m going through. I can become so consumed with my self (selfishness) that it shows in my interactions with friends and strangers. Lets talk about my friends though, 2 in particular.

I will never say names on this blog because part of my creating this blog is to share my life and the things I’m learning as a disciple in a safe place, in a righteous way that teaches but doesn’t dishonor others, and always protects.

The person who is immediately on my heart is a brother who I’m in disagreement with right now. I’ll share more about my talents in the future, but long story short, I am a music producer, mainly HipHop. The brother that I’m not on one accord with is frustrated with the way I work. And I’m frustrated about him not taking my experienced advice. During the interactions which have mostly been through text (mistake), I feel like he has a lack of concern for whats happening in my life, and in his frustration he is saying some hurtful things. As I grow as a Christian, my convictions on using words to uplift people and not tear them down is strengthening, but I’m trying to find that middle ground of that and sharing the truth in love. I know that he has his struggles also and perhaps the frustration is from another part of his life and he’s misdirecting the frustration. There are a ton of things I can’t see, and things that I will never know about peoples life unless they share them so this morning I will spend time praying for this brother, and praying that I be led by the spirit in my interactions with him while we are at odds.

The 2nd brother I am at odds with I truly dont know hiw he’s doing because he won’t ever call me back. Maybe he’s upset with me and isn’t ready to talk about it. I’ve talked with him before about how it makes me feel when he doesn’t return my calls. It’s not the first time this has happened and I’m just trying to not succumb to negative thoughts and feels towards my brother. Growing closer to people and maintaining friendships has become harder for me as I get older, but I believe in deep friendships so I’m going to fight for my friendships…even when I’m the only one fighting.

Jesus fought for me.

Please pray for me and unity with my friends…..these 2 in particular.

Yours Truly,

Gato Mighty

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A Prayer For A Friend

Father in Heaven,

Forgive me for all of the times I tried to lean on my own understanding. Forgive me for all of the times I tried to manipulate change in people for my own selfish reasons instead of living out the truth and letting your word speak perfectly to any situation I faced.

God, he has been broken and wounded by the world and is starting to give up. He’s isolating himself and becoming more and more inwardly focused. He wont take any advice and its humbling because it is my reminder on how powerless I am, especially when it comes to changing the human heart. God, please work powerfully in all of your mighty and mysterious ways. Father search my heart for any offensive way and lead me in your way everlasting so that I please you, and in turn help encourage my brother to draw closer to you. God transform me, use me to lead others to you and draw closer.

All these things in the name of your son, Jesus

Amen

The Plans I Have

Many of the ideas and feelings I share on this site begin as entries in my personal journal. This past week there was a lot i could’ve done better to connect with God during my low emotional points, but Amen. Today is a new day.

I was reflecting on the gifts and talents God has given me, and in my heart I know that they weren’t given to me for me. God ultimately wants me to make it to heaven and He wants me to bring people with me. I’m inclined to believe that these talents are supposed to aid in that.

I’m asking God for insight on exactly what does that look like for me?

How can Gato Mighty use his God given talents to:

  1. Serve the Lord
  2. Seek and save the lost
  3. Encourage

I could go on and on. I know following Jesus close can only help things

If you’re reading this pray that prayer for me.

For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord , “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Then you will call on me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart. I will be found by you,” declares the Lord , “and will bring you back from captivity. I will gather you from all the nations and places where I have banished you,” declares the Lord , “and will bring you back to the place from which I carried you into exile.”
Jeremiah 29:11‭-‬14

Sharing

This morning one of my coworkers shared about the favortism and lack of fairness at our job. As she continued sharing she became visibly angry and part of the anger was from others receiving pay increases. I could relate to her feelings and though i have never verbalized my envy and jealousy, I have those thoughts and I’m still accountable for them. I shared a scripture with her:

Who is wise and understanding among you? Let them show it by their good life, by deeds done in the humility that comes from wisdom. But if you harbor bitter envy and selfish ambition in your hearts, do not boast about it or deny the truth. Such “wisdom” does not come down from heaven but is earthly, unspiritual, demonic. For where you have envy and selfish ambition, there you find disorder and every evil practice. But the wisdom that comes from heaven is first of all pure; then peace-loving, considerate, submissive, full of mercy and good fruit, impartial and sincere. Peacemakers who sow in peace reap a harvest of righteousness.
James 3:13‭-‬18

She just thanked me and gave me a hug and it encouraged me. While reading it to her I was being cut by the same scripture.

That double edged sword is real!

On The Clock

Im at work on my morning break and already looking forward to being off and at home relaxing. I feel like I’ve run my course here. People here have said some of the meanest things all because they feel like you’ll never leave this place,

“Nobody is going to walk away from a state job with benefits!”

Fortunately this job has shown me where my faith lies, with God. It has also showed my an area where I am lacking in my faith. I want something different, a job where i am able to be completely me and passionate about what I’m doing. Something that will take care of me financially as well. My faith is lacking because I dont believe God will do that for me.

Oh me of little faith

When I decided to follow Jesus, it was not for reasons of prosperity. I was cut to the heart and wanted to be reconciled with God, i wanted to be a light in this dark world while I’m here, and ultimately I want to be in heaven with my creator who loved me first before anyone else. The problem with me living as a Christian in this American culture…under the guise of “Life Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness” is that deep down I feel like God is supposed to make my life easier here on Earth.

Where is the logic in that? Did Jesus have an easy life? Who in the scriptures had an easy life? Where is this way of thinking really coming from?

I have to remember that God doesn’t car about me having things..though he blesses me with materials I know hes waiting for me to use these materials to His glory as an encouragment and a blessing for others.

Thanks for reading these random thoughts from the break room

Viva Las Vegas

This world is broken, and its always been THIS broken. Horrible things have always happened at the hand of human beings but now thanks to media we have the “privilege” or reliving them over and over whether it personally happened to you or the media “informed” you.

One thing i know ALL about is being angry, sad, frustrated or what have you and projecting those feelings on someone innocent. Always looking for something or someone to blame for why i was hurting. Knowing that that is the world I come from, I run into people all the time from “my old neighborhood”.

Stay with me….”my old neighborhood” figuratively, not literally.

I have to fight to show them and tell them about this new place and its not easy. Im not that far removed to where I cant fall into old habits especially with whats happening today. There are so many opportunities to argue, slander, and be divisive.

These are thoughts this morning after some serious prayer…..

A coworker told me people like me “Who didn’t go out and vote” share some blame for the tragedy in Las Vegas.

Bruh…..

Jesus had to hold my:
Mule
Donkey
Goldfish
Stuffed Giraffe
Blue Pitbull
Pitbull the rapper
Beer
Keys
TREE FITTY

But this scripture holds true to me….i believe this whole heartedly

For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms.
Ephesians 6:12

Luke 6: 30-31

Give to everyone who asks you, and if anyone takes what belongs to you, do not demand it back. Do to others as you would have them do to you.
Luke 6:30‭-‬31

This morning my co-worker was telling about someone who asked him for gas money at a gas station, and how he didn’t give because the person was driving a newer model car. To top it all off, he told the person something to the extent of “Thats your problem”/”Thats your fault”.

I was upset to here this, but it really made me take a look at myself. I hardly vocalize how I’m feeling (because i internalize everything), but my actions speak loud and clear. Whether you aren’t giving in public or aren’t giving in private, God sees it all, and if we are following Him we’ve got to do better.

Something else I do is say “We” to take the sting away, soften the blow of God telling me “Gato, repent, change, turn to me, submit to my will”

The scripture is clear. GIVE!

I recently prayed that I be able to consistently give financially but i know its deeper than that. Giving includes my time also.

My giving hasn’t been good 😮😯😔

How has your giving been? I’d like to hear from you in a comment

Engraved

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So, long story short,

I have a biological mother who i didn’t find out about until i was in my early 20s.

There wasn’t anything I lacked when it came to having a mother growing up, the woman who stepped up to marry my father and raise me is a wonderful and selfless woman. I loved her even more when i found out the sacrifices she made in being my mother and our relationship never wavered even after she divorced my father…she was still there, still my mother.

Even though i didn’t lack anything in a mother/son relationship i was excited about the opportunity for more love in my life and the opportunity to know my family history.

My biologial mother has been through a lot of physical and emotional pain. Her scars are all hidden so I try hard to be understanding, loving and patient with her. Despite any understanding, I have my own emotions and hurt that i bring to the table also and my lonliness causes me to feel forgotten and not loved by her. She has a history of cutting people off and has done so with me several times the past decade Satan wispers things to me like

“If your own mother doesn’t love you nobody will”

She recently made contact with me and I’ve had to create some personal boundaries to protect myself. While going through this absolutley all feelings, good and bad have been present. My God, who is compassionate, loving and encouraging allowed me to run across this scripture today

“Can a mother forget the baby at her breast and have no compassion on the child she has borne? Though she may forget, I will not forget you!  See, I have engraved you on the palms of my hands; your walls are ever before me.

Isaiah 49:15‭-‬16 NIV

Thank you for reading!

Yours truly,

Gato Mighty

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